have you ever been excited waiting for something to happen
then when it is gonna happen u dread it happening
well tts wad im feeling right now...
somehow i wish tmr dun come
how i wish i can postpone it
dammit! why muz all these things happen!
and today, i bowled like a noob
104 108 110 120
like wadda heck
we were the last in the whole of south zone
my dad didnt help
and i crashed my ball into my ankle
leaving a bruise there, small, but concentrated
tmr... wad am i gonna do... freak i feel like running away nw
i dun even haf a proper plan for tmr...
and tt small lil plan i haf is full of places it might screw up
shudnt haf organised anything in the first place
why was i so excited anyway
it comes every year anyway
nothing to be happy bout
why did i even think of throwing a party
my lousy plan for tmr
(if can) go sch at 8 and play bball
10am go for make maths lesson
1pm go meet michele and sean and maybe zarah at marina sq
go kbox/bowl
then 7pm go back to sean's hse for dinner
after tt if it is ok we go watch movie or smth
then we will see hw after tt
lol... even i can see all the errors in my planning
but i cant change alr! omg i wanna die T.T
and its supposed to be a happy day? sigh
